I am fucking tired of being fat! I just can help it anymore!! I fucking hate myself for eating. I wish I could just skip meals and be skinny. I can wait to go back to my home and hit the gym an not eat any junk food until I am as skinny as Kate Moss in her anorexic years!

I am seriously falling for this guy in my class and I don’t know what the fuck I can do since in 2 weeks I will never see him again. I hate how love always treats me so bad and makes everything so complicated and impossible. My God I hate my love life